Figuring it all out

Hello,

I am a 52yr old woman still trying to figure it all out. I have done many things in my life and yet I still flounder, question, challenge and sometimes even dare the universe and the people who love me most. I am in hopes that by writing about my past that I will enable myself to see where I have arrived. I will be using this blog to write about things in no particular order, but randomly as they come to mind. My only agenda is to find myself by putting myself out there.

Let me start by what I do know, my labels, if you will. I am a wife, ex wife, step mom, psychic/medium, healer, teacher, friend, daughter, sister, reiki practitioner, menopausal woman. This list is truly in no particular order....I repeat.....menopausal....

Next I guess I should list some of the jobs I've had that also help to make me who I have become. I worked in the emergency field for about twelve years. I was a firefighter, worked also on the rescue squad, ambulance and as a cop. I taught and assisted in advance life support, cpr and emt classes. I worked my way up in a busy grocery store to manager. I took over and managed a gas station/conv. store that was going under. I worked in restaurant kitchens (please don't tell my husband I know how to cook). I now work in the backroom of a Target store and am quite happy.....work wise I guess.

What seems to be in the forefront right now is being a medium. I have always had this ability. As my life has evolved, so have my "abilities". This, like most things in my life, I do backwards. Rather than hanging out a shingle and having people come to me in hopes of a "message" I prefer to just allow myself to be open and allow spirit come to me with their messages. I then find the person here and deliver that message (sometimes a bigger problem). Although I can and have on many occaisions done cold readings, that is not where I am most comfortable. I will be writing about some of these messages in days and weeks to come, but please know that I take this part of my live seriously and their privacy is most important. Names and some minor details will be changed.

This, is my life as I choose to remember it. The good. The bad. The ugly. But none the less, mine.