Comprehension of Expansion

Unable to sleep, I lie there and allow my mind to wander. I ask the Spirit, the Teachers of my Universe for answers. Here is my lesson.

Picking blueberries and squash, growth.
Always being sent to the Principal's office, growth.
Some grown ups, teachers, lack of patience and understanding, expansion.
500 needed meals a day, growth.
My ex husband, much expansion.
The emergency field, much growth.
Money issues, much expansion.
Dating again, growth.
Self love, grand expantion (still).
Places I've lived, growth.
Prescription drugs, expansion.
The Aegis program, grand expansion
Ack, growth.
Loss of my Mom, grand expansion.
Management, Sporting goods, growth.
All my very dear friends, my family and loved ones throughout all of this, grand expansion.
My cats and their perfect love and acceptance, expansion.
My husband's love, my sons, K, our laughter, there are no words in the fullness of my heart.

Vibrationally I have grown beyond my comprehension. I have amassed a fortune. I am worthy. I am valid. I am of value. I am a teacher with wisdom from my vast experience in this life and I smile in grandness of it all. I smile with gratitude for the lessons.

For everything that I have experienced in this life so far, there has been so much growth and an expansion that I have difficulty comprehending it logically, but in my Being I know it to be so. I wish to thank you. For every worry. For every heart break. For every pain. For every mishap. For every cut. For every love. For life, I thank you.