I love rocks. I love stones. Always have. Always will.
As a kid, we had a big wooded hill next to and behind our house with so many different size rocks to play on. Each one would take me on another adventure from riding a horse to riding a whale. Where ever my imagination dare to go. Those of you that know me, know I have never lacked imagination. I would play with them for hours alone,      but never feel alone.
I remember taking all of my books out of my bookcase and putting them in a pile on the floor so as to have a "proper" place for my top possessions.
Rocks make me feel many things:
Happy.
Relaxed.
Calm.
Loved.
Grounded.
Powerful.
Ever hopeful.
Unconditional.
Comforted
Strong.
Peaceful.
Spiritual.
Settled.
Accepted.
Safe.
On and on, all positive.
I have a very special stone. One stone that I hold closer and encompasses all of these things. My very own touch stone. I just wish I could express this and show it more openly.
You, Lee, are my touch stone. Without you close, I sleep with the lights on.
I love you. Moah.

I just love this tree.....

Nature does not hurry, yet everything is accomplished.
                              ~ Lao Tzu 

 

A Place To Be Still

My garden.

A place to be still.

A place to hear the faint whispers of my true Being.

I sit here....

I sit here and I wish I could.  I sit here and I know I can. I sit here and I wonder why. I sit here and I wonder why not. I sit here and I dream of it, I sit here and I desire. I sit here and I am ever hopeful. I sit here and I fantasize. I sit here and nothing happens.

I stand and take a step towards it. I notice it take three steps towards me.

I Am...

 

I am a friend, and so I am friendly
I am a listener, and so I listen
I am worthy, and so I am of worth
I am trustworthy, and so I trust
I am a teacher, and so I teach
I am prosperous, and so I prosper
I am faithful, and so I have faith
I am hopeful, and so I have hope
I am wisdom, and so I am wise
I am love, and so I give love
I am….
And so, I am

Today's wisdom

  


                          Sit and be still.

                        You'll go farther.

Comprehension of Expansion

Unable to sleep, I lie there and allow my mind to wander. I ask the Spirit, the Teachers of my Universe for answers. Here is my lesson.

Picking blueberries and squash, growth.
Always being sent to the Principal's office, growth.
Some grown ups, teachers, lack of patience and understanding, expansion.
500 needed meals a day, growth.
My ex husband, much expansion.
The emergency field, much growth.
Money issues, much expansion.
Dating again, growth.
Self love, grand expantion (still).
Places I've lived, growth.
Prescription drugs, expansion.
The Aegis program, grand expansion
Ack, growth.
Loss of my Mom, grand expansion.
Management, Sporting goods, growth.
All my very dear friends, my family and loved ones throughout all of this, grand expansion.
My cats and their perfect love and acceptance, expansion.
My husband's love, my sons, K, our laughter, there are no words in the fullness of my heart.

Vibrationally I have grown beyond my comprehension. I have amassed a fortune. I am worthy. I am valid. I am of value. I am a teacher with wisdom from my vast experience in this life and I smile in grandness of it all. I smile with gratitude for the lessons.

For everything that I have experienced in this life so far, there has been so much growth and an expansion that I have difficulty comprehending it logically, but in my Being I know it to be so. I wish to thank you. For every worry. For every heart break. For every pain. For every mishap. For every cut. For every love. For life, I thank you.

  Another awesome day playing in the garden

This weekend....

  For better than a month now I have made various plans for this weekend....all have fallen through. I was going to travel and visit with a friend I've not seen in quite some time. I was even just going to visit with four friends close by. Another friend that is almost always available...not this weekend....

I believe that I am always exactly where I'm supposed to be, doing exactly what I'm supposed to be doing.

Therefore, my curiosity is at attention. What has the universe in store for me? What lessons am I to learn? What wonder will be bestowed upon me? Am I simply to rest? Have I been made/kept available for someone else's needs? So many questions. So many possibilities.

And so I take this moment to stop and avail myself to the universe. I give thanks for the lessons that are about to come. I feel that I am waiting as a child does on Christmas eve with anxiousness, awe and wonder. I am open to receive. What is behind this door?

I am going with my flow, not fighting the current which is something I've recently been made aware of.

Hmm, anticipation....

Validated

 

Validated by it's own shadow...